I feel like such a fraud right now.
I know I am a girl, my mindset is of a girl, but I have reverted to living as a guy outside the house since 2nd lockdown.
Not even tried to go out of the house as a girl.
Partly it’s my pot belly, partly it is government-sanctioned transphobia that makes me fearful of using a public loo, and partly it is sheer laziness. Since becoming an “inoffensive old guy” I get the same respect and love as a girl but no creepy guys.
Was that all I ever wanted?